Monday, February 13, 2006

Let It In!

There is not an inner being or a non physical being waiting to be acknowledged or to come heal us.  We are spiritual or physical depending on our awareness of one or the other.  Do we think with our computer programmed brains, our belly brains, which is a brighter awareness of Spirit, or our Heart brains; an expansive, wiser understanding?

My theory of life is that as we think with our Heart brains, we become more aware of the greatness and Good of life and how we all fit in the picture to make it a whole.

Our awareness of wisdom and understanding provokes us to have the desire to be free from all pain and suffering, the desire to love every one in the best way we know how and the desire to express and share joy with every one, all the time, Now.

Often times though, years of contrast of Truth and world truth creates an experience of this Life time that is less than pleasant and contrary to this broader wisdom and understanding.

The more you remember to go back to the heart brain, the less important the contrast and its creation are in your life.  

What I’ve noticed in my life is the contrast feels good because my highest intention was to feel good so the pain that was created from not being able to change the world around me (like I was taught to do) has manifested in my body…and for a lot of familial reasons.

Yet I make sure that the result of the pain, the cure I guess, feels good.

So, in letting go of the pain, in healing this disease that Mom taught me did not exist, I will lose everything in the physical that I’ve come attached to, attempted to Love and tried to fix.  I will no longer need to feel good so I will not do things that cause my body and mind to feel better.  It will change my life and make meaningless, really, all the drama of my past.

It was all pointless in the spiritual world, but dammit it is what has got me Here, Now and I want to be able to use it for some grand purpose!!!!!

That’s why I went where I did, so that I could come back to Whole and show my work in order that others might do it too.

If I were to just heal myself, I would be THERE, Now and every one I loved would be where they were and I think that humans need a Bridge to get from here to there and Now.

Just a thought.

Mitzi

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